Three months after adopting my beautiful daughter, I received a diagnosis that shook me to my core, breast cancer. It was a moment I never imagined facing. I had made plans for the months ahead with my daughter. We were still in the crucial bonding stages. Motherhood, a dream I had prayed for years was finally here, and I was feeling settled. But Allah SWT had a different plan for me.

At first, I was overflowing with anger. “How could this happen to me? Why now, when everything was seemingly falling into place?” I spent countless hours alone, driving to and from appointments, giving myself space to reflect. I had no choice but to face surgery and treatment, while also adjusting to life as a new mother. However, I had a choice on how I could approach this. I could hold onto my anger, or find a way to accept the timing of this challenge. Instead of embracing hope and progress, I found myself trapped in frustration and despair. Slowly, I realized that this anger wasn’t helping me. It wasn’t easy to let go of, but with time and reflection, I began to surrender to Allah SWT’s plan. Once I found that acceptance, peace began to follow.

Through every moment of doubt, fear, and challenge, my faith in Allah SWT became my anchor. In moments of fear, I would remind myself, Allah SWT never burdens a soul beyond what it can bear. His plan, although beyond my understanding, was always for my benefit.

In moments of doubt and fear, I would often reflect on the verse: ‘With hardship comes ease’ (Surah Ash-Sharh 94:5-6). It reminded me that even in my darkest moments, Allah SWT was bringing comfort and relief. Faith carried me through the toughest days. I found solace in my prayers and comfort in the Qur’an. My daughter was truly my ease during my treatments. She distracted me from my worries and filled my days with purpose and joy. Her energy and love reminded me that there was still so much beauty in life.

I understood that life is filled with tests and trials and throughout it we trust in Allah SWT. But it wasn’t until my diagnosis that I truly understood the depth of this teaching. I had no choice but to place my trust completely in Him. And with that trust came a sense of peace that carried me through each day, no matter how difficult.

Throughout my journey my faith served as an incredible source of resilience. Just as my faith was my anchor, I hope you too find strength in your beliefs and trust that you are being guided every step of the way. 🌙✨